02-22-2023, 09:07 AM
Having written the above in the early hours I thought it best to clarify a point that might have left you scratching your head.
1. ‘The process’ to me, is helping humanity evolve.
2. This could be achieved by doing your very best in the real world. Bit by bit, little by little. This is the process you were directing me towards, and which I agree wholeheartedly with.
3. However, there is another way to evolve humanity from its current state of deepening darkness.
4. That is Divine intervention, again.
5. Those are two separate processes.
6. While I would love humanity to self evolve itself through its current state of strengthening darkness, which frankly is destroying lives (though giving experiences); I simply cannot see how I can effectively contribute anymore. I tried for two decades, since the millennium.
7. But that still leaves the process of, in effect auditing human behaviour, and reporting that back.
8. This is the process that I intent to continue day by day, bit by bit, while doing what good I can until Mother Nature and father time come for me.
9. Now God may well ignore my opinion, or may combine it with others, or may act upon it. I don’t know.
10. But either way I will have served God, both directly, as well as through the everyday stuff of trying to reilluminate hearts through normal daily life.
11. The big picture stuff that I have endeavoured with, will hopefully be better achieved by those more skilled than me. I wish them every success in our increasingly fragile, power balance shifting world.
Thank you all for helping me actually make this decision that I have been toying with for some time.
1. ‘The process’ to me, is helping humanity evolve.
2. This could be achieved by doing your very best in the real world. Bit by bit, little by little. This is the process you were directing me towards, and which I agree wholeheartedly with.
3. However, there is another way to evolve humanity from its current state of deepening darkness.
4. That is Divine intervention, again.
5. Those are two separate processes.
6. While I would love humanity to self evolve itself through its current state of strengthening darkness, which frankly is destroying lives (though giving experiences); I simply cannot see how I can effectively contribute anymore. I tried for two decades, since the millennium.
7. But that still leaves the process of, in effect auditing human behaviour, and reporting that back.
8. This is the process that I intent to continue day by day, bit by bit, while doing what good I can until Mother Nature and father time come for me.
9. Now God may well ignore my opinion, or may combine it with others, or may act upon it. I don’t know.
10. But either way I will have served God, both directly, as well as through the everyday stuff of trying to reilluminate hearts through normal daily life.
11. The big picture stuff that I have endeavoured with, will hopefully be better achieved by those more skilled than me. I wish them every success in our increasingly fragile, power balance shifting world.
Thank you all for helping me actually make this decision that I have been toying with for some time.

