03-30-2023, 09:56 PM
I am born Jewish. I am an observant MO Jew for the fact that I want a structured life (following rules and keeping mitzvot, praying fixed prayers... gives meaning and routine to my life), because I want to be a part of my community, and because I am all against assimilation.
THE PROBLEM: I don't believe in G-d as understood by mainstream Judaism. I am agnostic and not sure what happens after death and I believe nobody has the truth.
With that said, I repeat: I am a very rigid person and need a strict routine in my life. That's why I observe this branch of Judaism. It gives meaning to my life.
Am I gone crazy?
THE PROBLEM: I don't believe in G-d as understood by mainstream Judaism. I am agnostic and not sure what happens after death and I believe nobody has the truth.
With that said, I repeat: I am a very rigid person and need a strict routine in my life. That's why I observe this branch of Judaism. It gives meaning to my life.
Am I gone crazy?