07-02-2023, 03:26 AM
Is this a trial from G-d? Does Judaism have a concept of trials after doing something good like in Islam? I heard there was a saying, "the higher the rank, the higher the test" My anxiety is sky high. I already suffer from generalized anxiety disorder, autism, adhd, ocd, and ptsd. i suffered conflicts with family, including my mom who i am forced to live with due to my disabilities and the expenses of life in america....i got yelled at by relatives....i lost friends...was denied help by a jewish neighbor....IM JUST SO ANXIOUS! i called two different synagogues and emailed them out of impatience in a state of extreme anxiety.